Cheers to life

Let me put it this way, The things that I wanna do or try. You either want it, or you question me of my capability of doing it.

It’s so stupid cause I know what you’re getting at, I know that you can’t see me being better or good at something then you are. Being the one that people like or talk about. Am I right? You know what I’m talking about.

I’ve been there to whatever it is, like support you? never question your stupid judgment, knowing that the person who you think you trust or consider your “friend” is a snake. I even know that you’d rather be there for that snake friend of your then ME.

I KNOW ALL THIS. I am not that stupid. I’m just waiting for that fine day to come where this “friend” of yours to betrays you. PLEASE I’ll only say “I told you so”.

I’ve been very kind to keep my mouth shut, every time I see that face I’ve always wanted to say really mean things to that “friend” of yours. But I didn’t because I respect you. Yes, I actually do.

So keep in mind that I know you’re smarter then this. I hope you don’t put your hopes up too high.

Best Of Luck,

Sorry Cheryl, I took your throne.

When I was little my mom always taught me “quality is better then quantity”. Honestly up till I was 17 quantity is better then quality. It didn’t matter if it was cheap but the more stuff I have the happier I get. As I got older, it somehow hit me real hard that “quality is BETTER then quantity”. Who cares if you have more clothes/shoes/bags then I do but if it’s CHEAP it won’t last that long. It will somehow rot in your closet, and to me what you wear is how you define yourself. I’m not saying that you HAVE to dress up everyday. I know that sometimes we will have one of “those” days where we do not feel like looking “so chiq”.

I myself have those feelings as well, I’m human too you know. When it comes to clothes and anything that speak fashion it disgust me when some say that they LOVE fashion/breath fashion but they don’t apply it. Agree?! This is not some bimbo-pink-hello kitty post. This is for real.

Got it from WhoWhatWear daily

Recently I notice the growing change in Malaysia and of cause Melbourne, but Melbourne has always been a fashion central FOR ME. Anyway, back to the growing change of fashion thingy. When I was back in Malaysia at the beginning of June, I notice the change. I was in 1u and I saw all of it, well not everyone practice it but I saw a few. The whole leggings thing, high waisted skirts, those chucky belts, hair bands and big bangles all mixed together I loved it. Some could pull it off and some couldn’t but at least you tried.

One of the reason why I was so excited to be home was because I could get all my SHOES yes. And wear them here in Melb, even though it hurts like a bitch. “The more painful it is the better the shoe is” I don’t know if that’s true but it works for me somehow.

I saw a shoe that is something like this, not exactly but SOMETHING like I wanted to get it, but well there weren’t any size 4. *BooHoo*

This whole vintage thing is really cool but you know what?

“Fashion can be bought. Style one must possess.” Edna Woolman Chase

Sad to say, but it’s true.
Other then that, I find that Gossip Girl the series is really awesome. I watch it because of the people, the drama and the fashion they have. Each one of them have their own different style and I love everyone of it

Even the boys have it too <3 <3 <3 [especially chuck]

Stockings, leggings, and Knee high socks. Are assessories to enhance you’re style. You could go for vintage, preppy, goth and glam. Whatever you want

But the sad thing about fashion it somehow eats you up as well. Look at the role model of fashion nowadays. It’s all about being THIN and size 00.

I have not heard any girl or guy I know that think that they are not good enough to wear those clothes or pull off that style because they aren’t thin enough. Well it’s up to you to be who you want to be. Thin or Fat, just be happy. BUT I’ll still have the thinspiration shit that I always have with me. BOOHOOO!!

and yes that quote sums up my post.

“Fashion can be bought. Style one must possess.” Edna Woolman Chase

<3 nAt

Since I miss KL, my friends and my parents.

So what I did was to go back with a little surprise up my sleeve Not even my parents know about the plans except for Carmen, and I thank her for that

Vonnie . Carmen . Me . Meng

Vonnie . Cheryl . Me . May

Carmen . Me

Sandy . Me

May . me

Met up with the girlies.

The usual gossips and bitching with each other, Oh how I miss that And now I can’t wait to go back again. Cause the winter is getting me a little depressed. The sun sets a little too early, 5pm is pretty early.

Bryan . Chin

Vincent

Joel . Eugene

And meeting up with the boys, yea the usual gossips as well. What I’ve been missing while I was away, freaking funny stuff. I’m gonna miss some of them who I won’t be seeing for awhile.

And of cause I would not miss out, on the parties that happened in KL.

With Alex M.O.R.P.H [yes he is the guy with the cap]

Partying it up with the usual trance kakis. How I’m so deprive of it cause it’s hard to find a trance club here in Melb [And we hardly go anyway]. Most of my trance dose is from raves and events and that’s it

Right after getting my arse back to Melb 2 days after that I had to leave to Sydney.

Our flight was at 6.25am and from the city to Avalon, we had to take the 4.45am bus from southern cross station.

Darling harbor

Sydney Opera House

Tracy and I

Sydney was alright, we had food fest instead. And I tried Mango Beer it was GOOD!!

More about those trips that I had, when I’m in the mood.

<3 nAt

*screams like a girl*

I have not been to Maison in a long time, well if you think half a year is long and to think that Maison bringing a Trance DJ over is kinda weird to me. Cause it has always been Zouk KL, but well it’s not too bad.

on the 20th of June 08, Alex M.O.R.P.H was spinning at Maison. Since I’m back why not I check it out

The stuff that I’ve heard/known from Alex MORPH is “Less Life Ordinary” and recently was “Walk The Edge”. I thought to myself it’s gonna be alright I hope I’ll have fun.

But you know what?

I seriously did, his set was FREAKING AWESOME. From (Shivers, TocaMe, Less Life Ordinary, Satellite, For An Angel, Walk The Edge and lots more)

It was superb….. and now I’ve lost my voice from all the screaming and shouting and sing along

Seriously good shit. [F**king Yeah !!!]

<3 nAt

P:S/ Your welcome, don’t blame me for all your mistakes, and the whole self pity shit. It’s sad.

Yes, it made my day.

Since I didn’t get to go for the Above & Beyond at Goa, India. Might as well I watch the DVD right? AHhah..

Besides that, I found my Onisuka Tigers. Which was hard to find in Melb, FINALLY!!!

IT FITS ME!!

And somehow right now I’m into heels with lace

Well I didn’t get the color that Lindsay is wearing which is really cool, but I found something that I can wear with anything But I would love to own a pair of that blue laced heels *drools*

I’m in SHOE madness right now. I’ve bought 5 pairs of shoe since the days I landed.

These stuff really made my day.

<3